I WAS JUST THINKING....

MY COUSIN AND I HAD A CONVERSATION EARLIER ABOUT HER EX FINALLY HAVING SOMEONE NEW AFTER 3 YEARS SINCE THEY HAVE BROKEN UP. SHE HAD THAT FEELING OF ABANDONMENT. SHE COULD NOT BELIEVE THAT HE FINALLY GOT OVER HER. SHE STARTED REMINISCING. SHE DOESNT WANNA SEE THEIR PICTURES TOGETHER BUT SHE JUST COULD NOT HELP HERSELF. SHE GETS IRRITATED WITH THE LITTLEST THINGS THAT THIS GIRL WOULD EVER DO. SHE FEELS GUILTY FOR FEELING THAT WAY. BUT YOU CANT REALLY CHOOSE TO FEEL. ITS INVOLUNTARY. THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH IT. ITS NATURAL. YOU JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT. IT JUST TAKES TIME.

I READ THIS QUOTE EARLIER SAYING "WE DONT OWN PEOPLE, WE ONLY GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO SHARE A LIFE WITH THEM". ITS VERY TRUE. SOMETIMES WE FOCUS SO MUCH ON A PERSON THAT WE FORGET ABOUT OURSELVES. YOU DONT NEED TO DO THAT. THEY DONT WANT YOU TO DO THAT. ITS VERY UNNECESSARY. IF THEY DONT SEEM TO RESPOND TO YOU DONT FORCE YOURSELF TO THEM. JUST OPEN YOUR EYES, HOLD ONTO YOUR HEART AND TAKE IT.

IT WOULD BE NICE THOUGH IF YOU COULD ACTUALLY OWN PEOPLE. EXCHANGE THEM IF YOU FIND SOMETHING WRONG WITH THEM IN A SPAN OF 30 DAYS MAYBE. OR RETURN THEM IF YOURE NOT SATISFIED WITH THEM. BUT THATS JUST MESSED UP. I WAS JUST KIDDING.