A GOOD SLAP IN THE FACE

When I get drunk I get violent. I start hitting people and hitting on them at the same time. I even bite. I get affectionate too. I hug people more than usual, and kiss them on the cheeks. I stick my tongue out in pictures as well. I look so retarded.

Last night I finally hung out with my co workers for the first time. I never really go because it was always too far of a drive for me. Plus, I never seem to find a reason to go. But last night my friend was spinning, and I wanted to witness that. So I went.

As I walk in I saw a few faces that I wanted to kick it with. I was glad to be there. Most of my co workers are a little older than me. I like conversing with them cause they never run out of stories to tell. And most of them don't talk shit about other people. Some of them I used to hang out with and get a good buzz, but most of them, it was a first.

After saying hi to everyone, I got a drink and a shot to warm myself up and loosen up a bit. I took my cousin along and her boyfriend so I wouldn't have to worry about driving drunk and also I wanted her to meet some of my "cool" co-workers.

A few shots later, I went up to my DJ friend. I said hi to her. Offered her a shot cause she looked so stiff she could really use a shot. She refused, whatever, I took it. I kept buying shots for my friends. I love taking shots. Its not good but as long as you know you'll make it home safe its good. Whatever excuse is a good excuse. I told my cousins boyfriend to spin. He kept looking at it that's why. I could really tell he really wanted to. He did. I'm glad she let him.

So she went for a bathroom break or something, when she got back I was trying to talk to her, you know, checking up and what's up. She seemed irritated. For me that was a normal reaction from her. But to a different perspective it seemed harsh. I've had people commented me on that. And that night it felt like a slap in the face. She told me I was too good of a friend to be treated that way. I was touched. Im very easy to please believe me. The right words at the right time. Yup. Anyway I tried explaining my side. Turns out, she has some beef with this friend of ours. I understand her part. Im even surprised that she still befriended her.

Oh well. It was still a fun night. I just focused my attention to those people who wanted to hang out with me as much as I wanted to hang out with them. Now that sounds better. I ended up slapping my favorite co-worker. I have yet to apologize for that. Its gonna be a while before I see him again though but I'm sure he's gonna make me remember no matter what. He's that kind of person.